im trying oh god am i trying
but this jealousy doesnt subside
this insecurity of mine
kills me inside
thinking of you with someone else
makes me lose it all
innocent or guilty
still thinking her looks are greater than mine
killing me inside
mind wandering on your actions
emotions and feeling towards someone else
she has you more than i do
envy that she sees you everyday
disgusted that she makes you smile more than me
complicating the unconditional love i have for you
undesirable thoughts of what you do without me
its fucking killing me inside
oh i try and i try and i try and i try and i try
and i try so hard to adjust to this
this friendship that i just dont get.
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