i was lying when i said
i was giving my all to you
i was lying when i said that i
would put myself aside for you
i lied over and over again
and only to you
as i lie here going back in thoughts
as i lie here realizing what i have done
i have done nothing for you
i have followed none of your words
yet i expect you to listen
i expect you to be there for me
how could i be so wrong
how could i be so naive
using myself for anything but the lord
using all my mind and body for the worst
i was lying when i said i was leaning
on your guidance
all i did was disappoint you
all i did was disrespect you
but you are still by my side
please forgive me
please take me in
oh god i need you so
letting the good come through
making sense of this mess i have
created that i call my own life.
i need your forgiveness.
i need your guidance.
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