Wednesday, April 8, 2009

i survived but no one knows what left of me

all this pain and hurt and rejection
has left me so bruised
the anger resentment and my
heart is so hard
these scars i bare leaves hate for you
these nightmares at night
makes me want to kill you
you know me but you still never cared
crying as you raped me
kicking as you beat me
screaming everytime you hurt me
you killed you killed you killled
you killed me
you dont have suffer like me
you dont have problems like me
go on with your life as you do
acting like you are just normal and free
not even a bit of remorse on me
i move on with this hole in my head
i walked on without my heart
lost and confused with no one there
leaving me with all these scars i bare
you will know me when i kill
i kill i kill i kill
oh i will kill you like you did to me
take you innocence happiness
social interaction
i will take it all
i will chew you up and spit you out
as you did me for so long
making you suffer and
beg for your life
hating you in the name of revenge
i will get on with my life then
i will be able to find myself
i will be able to look at myself
you wont be able to do that again.

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