putting myself aside again
to make you feel more alive
whens my time to come
where i can live my life
do you see this chain reaction
of sorrow and pity
that you have
i will not be forced to blame myself
i will not be forced to fit in your shoes
i will not be forced at all
for i am dead to you
so dead to you
if you buried me up
you would choke on my ashes
for so long i tried to overcome this
this wrath ive called my own
once i wanted to conquer the world
disorder and unruly vessels
in an unhabitable place is not what i need
disappearing to find my hopes and dreams
disappearing to find myself again
disappearing to satisfy all their hunger
all the thirst of stability is gone.
im all alone.
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