Monday, March 30, 2009

dead to myself

im so sick and tired
of being sick and tired
rearranging myself in the
mirror for the last time
blame me for all your problems
blame me for all your faults
been there done that
been beating before
and lost in this whirlwind
i call myself for way too long
tried and tried to make sense of it
still getting nowhere
believing that maybe i
just belong alone
forever
cant seem to keep both feet
on the ground
just as soon as i feel stable
there i go slipping again
you dont know whats its like
being me
please just dont try to make me happy
theres no point
just let me sit here and remain
the person ive become
ill figure out whats right and wrong
even if it kills me
i may kill me inside and outside.

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