Saturday, March 7, 2009

losing my one and only

i almost lost it all
and yes it was because of me
he did nothing at all
not this time
hes perfect
hes so secure
sure of himself
and makes me pure
our smiles stories
love combined
we are strong loving
we will conquer it all
our plans will pass up you
together we put the best to shame
we are inseperable
but this all almost changed
im a runner
im lame
im not worthy of him
im indecisive
im needy
im useless in the end
im blind i feel dead mostly
i thrive on self guilt
i die inside when too happy
im sick demented
cant seem to function mostly
how could my incompetence
have let u slip by
im sorry
im broken
i need you all the time
if i say i dont
its a lie
dont let that change your mind
ill be there forever like i promised
just please hold my hand
and dont let me die.

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