nothing

what do you do you u are nothing
what do you do when everything
you thought was real was fake
how do you cope
how do you defend
how do you manage to break away
from yourself
how do you help redefine yourself
on my own always
trying to make it
they say theres no hope
no gain no reason for living
beyond this point
i tend to disagree
but then get sucked back
into this gut wrenching despair
this nothing is making me want
to give up
this nothing makes me feel dead.