take it with a grain of salt but sink in

im giving this one last try
all my heart soul
and anything else i can spare
just know this is the last time you dare
take it all for granted
and despite all the differences
putting it all aside
we cant run or hide from it
but moving on is what i can do
moving on is what you can do
dont bring out my hate
i dont like myself that way
if you like hate and the evil ways i hide
keep going this on this path
and i will walk away
not run but walk
and will never be by your side.

this broadcast was brought to you by someone you have never met

you look very different since the last time we met
somethings very wrong
all of us here know why we are this way
we dont judge or criticize something we cant explain
we have to stay true to what really lies
beneath all of this mess in our sight
i have to be strong enough
and not let you take me down
you were just a decoy to make me forget
but know i will always remember
i will not let your pessimistic self
get in my way
im too far better than what i was
im never going back with you
so you might as well just save it for now
everyone here knows why we do what we do
we all see the light and know its true
i have to be strong enough.

oh god this invisible bond that we share is gratifying through and through

i feel your presence by my side daily
i listen to your words that you constantly
whisper in my ear
i follow the way you have told me
i know you are there always
oh god the way it feels knowing you are in me
its beyond our way of thinking
i know you are in my heart
i feel it regularly
special to you i see very clear through
understanding what they cant
being able to look beyond the flesh
straight into your soul and heart
they can run but they wont hide from me
this knowledge i hold in my mind
pictures and lights distract me from civilization
fear of others knowing and judging
i just keep it inside
but dont for once
oh god this love you have for me
so pure so justifiable so alive
i will never let you down
i will fight by your side until the end
i will continue using my power for good
and letting me know whats wrong and right.

im walking away from all of this

this isnt how it was supposed to be
we were supposed to be fruitful and free
they took the virus and infected everyone
no one will be cured.
no one to blame but ourselves
we did this to us
and all our surroundings
we might as well just surrender
i give it all whatever you want
just give me my soul back
i think ill be able to use it later
take it all take my heart
take my life
take this worthless shell im stuck in
i just know we werent supposed to
be so deceitful and hateful
i will not take that with me to the end
i know it wasnt supposed to end this way
for all who dont believe
may the destruction rise upon you.

it takes two to battle even if one is present

cant imagine life without you
maybe this time i will
in a picture perfect world
love wouldnt be this way
distorted visions of the past
seem to make you believe
im impossible
thoughts of calling it quits
just to better you
i can imagine your life without me
oh how much happier you would be
insane and crazy free
live your life to your fullest
quit worrying about me
ill be fine
your hopes and dreams
should be what your reality
for sees
dont even deal with this mess
its not yours at all
you dont have to claim it
open your eyes and you will see
that im gone
sudden sadness might arrive
but in time you will be alright.

i walk alone

lets put it all out there
no holding back
selfish inconsiderate person i am
im needy addicted
im so lost without
without the right direction to go
having no place to call home
wandering this hopeless place
with no shoes on
i swear i can find hope anywhere
but you all are for too gone
cant see anything but destruction
for miles
all that we caused
we are the blame that the worlds in
complete chaos
we are to blame for the disorder
you will know me by the scars i bare
you will know me by the hate i swear
you will know me before you die.
traveling spreading the word of good
i will not stop until the whole world
knows we caused all of this
the sick the viruses the diseases
the wars the destruction
the hate and the crimes.

precise point that im gonna live for the first time

putting myself aside again
to make you feel more alive
whens my time to come
where i can live my life
do you see this chain reaction
of sorrow and pity
that you have
i will not be forced to blame myself
i will not be forced to fit in your shoes
i will not be forced at all
for i am dead to you
so dead to you
if you buried me up
you would choke on my ashes
for so long i tried to overcome this
this wrath ive called my own
once i wanted to conquer the world
disorder and unruly vessels
in an unhabitable place is not what i need
disappearing to find my hopes and dreams
disappearing to find myself again
disappearing to satisfy all their hunger
all the thirst of stability is gone.
im all alone.